well, been very long that i can actually come here and post a journal. I've spend 3 weeks in hospital coz' somebody, a "hater" attacked me at the Hotel (where i'm livin' in Beverly Hills) and shot me with his gun. The bullet through in my stomach and stay there in almost 30 min.

I thought i was death at the moment. But now, after all, just got out of the hospital, feeling pretty fine. Still ... bad things goin' on, and haters still out there waiting. I've try my best to fix all of my mistakes but.....maybe that's how life goes on, and i gonna live with it in peace (Hopefully).